I can't do better
Music: Dogs D'Amour - 'Victims Of Success'

I can't be who you want me to be, you can't create the monster then talk about it behind it's back, use it for your entertainment and to amuse others. That's how I feel right now, cheap, a joke brought out for something to talk about, to see what she will do when fed enough booze, something that they can pick over and analyze later while I tear and beat at myself for once again giving them the fodder..

What the fuck is wrong with me... or is it me? I need thoughts....