Tuesday, July 05, 2005

I can't do better
Music: Dogs D'Amour - 'Victims Of Success'


I can't be who you want me to be, you can't create the monster then talk about it behind it's back, use it for your entertainment and to amuse others. That's how I feel right now, cheap, a joke brought out for something to talk about, to see what she will do when fed enough booze, something that they can pick over and analyze later while I tear and beat at myself for once again giving them the fodder..

What the fuck is wrong with me... or is it me? I need thoughts....

3 Comments:
Blogger Random Personae said...

My first thought is that you should probably not hang out with people who use you that way. Of course, I have no way of knowing if it's just you...

4:52 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey cheer up,people that treat you like that don,t deserve to know you

5:52 PM  
Blogger mD said...

I'm probably madder at myself more today that anyone else for being idiot enough to let these situations get out of hand *cringe* heh.. I never learn, but I guess that's why I don't go out so much.

12:13 PM  

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