Is it me?
Music: Blink 182 - 'Rock Show'

Or do I upset everyone somehow? My stuff around the house pisses everyone off, I can't seem to deal with or say anything right to anyone. I'm sorry... have patience with me my head is MIA. I keep wanting to scrub myself out, to remove myself, to not be where it feels i'm not wanted, where i'm just in the way. Yet I know I am overeacting, perhaps being a drama queen, they smile act normal 5 mins later but i still hurt, fume and hold on to the anger and then they hurt me more by acting bewildered as to why I might be short with them or sad.

I am completely fucking up with booze again, fuck you addictive personality (but as least I know it, right?) lol!)..., I am a dumbass. Guess I should hit publish before I change my mind lol!