When you know..... you know....

Remember that feeling of sheer panic and freaking out from yesterday? Well, I woke up this morning to find my mum had been in a car wreck and almost killed, she had spent most of yesterday and last night in hospital only getting back this morning. I hadn't questioned her being gone that long because she left to head out with friends for the day and then out for the night and normally that would entail late nights/early mornings. She never made it to meet them. She's teary, stiff and busted up but she's alive and as I told her this morning that's all I care about, the car can pretty pretty much go to pot, it at least is replaceable. So my friend who is arriving today will be being picked up by one of my mum's friends whom she's already met so that's ok. Me, i think I'm going to go hug my mum some more.