So...

Town, lunch with the sis was such fun, haven't laughed so much in ages, she is a silly girl lol! She wanted to see her friend before she left so decided to spend the night there shortly after we got home and she's now on a boat on her way back to Scotland. I was doing allright untill late evening when I felt my both sides of neck start to really pulse and pain creep up my head, just happened so suddenly, no build up, no getting worse and worse just *bam* when I thought it was under contol and I couldn't bear it. Took some more painkillers and tried to settle for a bit to let them work, occupied myself with some mindnumbing, easy watching tv untill I had had enough and needed to go to bed.

This morning more of the same, that threatening stiffness and dull niggle, I feel like I'm wading through mud, slow, lost and alien to this environment, I want to cry. I want to sleep. I want it to stop, this pain, these feelings, just give me a break I'm wearing thin.

edit: I'm not feeling stressed out or worried enough as it is and now just about to close I look up at my window and I don't know how it got in but there is the biggest son of a bitch wasp and I'm terrified, I am phobically horrified of these creatures and I'm afraid to turn my back on it so that I 'm 100% aware of where it is. I've opned the window and now I guess I'll sit here in flee mode, trying not to stress and cause myself further head pain should it take off around the room and hope it goes out.