Meh...
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What the hell am I doing. I'm so tired I'm pretty shaky, I got myself into a paranoid spin about life in general in a terrified 'animal caught in headlights' kind of way and I have been totally apathetic about anything else really. I hate when this happens, when I berate myself for everything, for choices made, for choices I refuse to make and the mere mention of 'future' what's going to happen, where, how I'll end up stresses me so much it's ridiculous and I want to cling to everything that is comforting, makes sense, is static and familiar all the more.