Music: Green Day - 'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams'
'My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...'
For those who may still be keeping track, I'm still here :) I realized that as the longest running, concurrent proof of my existance lol! I needed to jump back in again. I don't know why it has been so hard to do so here, I have been able to be silly and put down thoughts elsewhere but this is where there is more of 'me' and maybe I needed a break, perhaps I don't know what I was doing heh. Moods have been up and down, I have been burnt out and stressed dealing with health stuff and I'm exhausted and tired from lack of decent sleep. At this point the need for a new bed is critical (a kitty that likes to sleep curled up against you and draped all over you doesn't help you sleep either, but I wouldn't give that trust and love up for the world) before I have a breakdown, it certainly not helping my frame of mind or what I feel like being bothered to do.
I will plow on through however and lift this 'funk' I seem to have encountered.