Well well, I still keep coming back don't I heh!
Music: Steen1 - 'Pikkupirihuora'

Lets play catch up... I have moved to Scotland, actually got a job and have decided '9 to 5' was soley designed to torture me. I can't describe the hatred for the mundanity and utter annoyance of simply working, coming home, cleaning up and going to bed to repeat it again. again and so on... Life wasn't meant to just pass in that sort of a repeatative blur.... I want more than that, don't know what it is but just... more. Lets move swiftly on, I know i'm kidding myself. The people wanting rent for the flat, money for electricity, food etc don't give a rats ass about my aspirations, they only take cash.

I spent about 3 months in a flat until the upstairs neighbors got pissed that we thought their 24/7 fucking stomping and noise was about enough and complained. Their response? To knock our door, wait till we answered as we would bcause we had never seen or spoken to them directly before, and then rush us and physically attack, threaten and hurt us. I'm female, 4 foot 8 etc not big..... real brave guys, real brave. We spent a few days with alarms and under a quick response with the police if we phoned. We decided to move real quick. Both of us are highly anxious and flighty people, staying, waiting for round 2 did not seem an option. And there you have it, I just want want back to Finland now where I felt safe and healthy.