*Sitting with glass of red wine in hand*

So would you if you were about to open your visa statement lol! *is afraid, very, very afraid*

Well, Amsterdam was fabulous! Baorded the ship to go over and we had dancers and singers welcome us onboard, pretty cool and then discovered we ahd a 4 berth cabin all to ourselves weeeeeee!!!!!!!! and it was way comfier than I expected. Roamed around exploring the ship, it was a floatong city I swear! Cinema, shops, casino, restaurants and a pool.

Choose where we wanted to eat, had a few drinks and our meal, then headed back to get changed and go watch the show they had on for that night. A dancing/singing troupe with one very droolable male dancer, it wasn't alcohol warming me up then ;) Proceded to drink even more and headed off another bar to see what was happening, which turned out to be a DJ doing request so I hassled him mercilessly until he played Nickelbacks 'How you remind me' which was the only decent thing he had lol! Went back to the cabin and collapsed

Docked the next morning and were met with a fleet of coaches to take us into the main city on a tour after which we had about 4 hours to do whatever we wanted. I have never seen somany bycicles in my life in one place but it was ver pretty. Roamed around the local floating flower market and got myself a bonsai tree and some 'queen of night' black tulips, pics when I can afford to get them developed, wandered through lots of shops and side streetsand through the main square also got me some very nice 'cookies' that meant when we got home and eat dinner in the same place again I couldn't quite find the energy to go very far that night *giggles* :p

All in all a great trip and drove home on the Thursday, morning having arrived back about 9:30am, in a pretty good mood :D

GRRRRRRRR!

Don't you just love having to deal with assholes like this

Seems he spent most of yesterday spamming as many sites as possible and especially, gods forbid!!, if they happened to be alternative in any way - as is seen by the large increase in traffic through his guestbook and forum of angry site owners telling him just what they think about that... Not only did the idiot hit mine but he also spewed his crap at Ty's. Now his insane rambles I could handle, but this guy like to leave pictures behind of dead people, nice guy eh? living in the basement with his mum I'm sure. He's also old enough to know better, man you are not some college guy having a laugh, get a grip

Ahhhh, now I feel better :) Although the fact I have a kind of surprise trip to Holland tomorrow, coming back Thursday, is definately helping weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yeah! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! Cruise ship, pool, 9 decks! How looking forward to that am I!

So I'm an 'angry' person - sue me....

Well after two days of a merciless headache, I'm finally feeling normal. Unfortunately, for those I work with, I had to be at work yesterday as my bosses car completely packed in and he couldn't make it so besides the head I was pissed already, I simply wasn't feeling like being there and I let it show when I arrived, not like anyone there was at fault but who else was I going to turn it loose on?

Ended up almost coming to blows over fucking holidays of all things, everyone is already so wound up and trying to slide in their xmas breaks, which I booked about January by the way, that at the merest mention of them being messed up or anyone moaning about them I 'firmly stated' the fact that I was going home, I'm the only one who's entire family don't happen to live here and I'll be damned if to cover any days I will be stuck here alone when everyone else, even if they have to work a couple of hours, can just leave and go home to their families afterward. I don't have that choice when they don't live here!

I dont care, say it with me I DON'T CARE!!! The respose to this was 'if you don't care why should we?' grown up much? ack....'we're supposed to be a team here' when it suits you dear...

Blerg!

My arms are so tired and sore right now I can barely lift them to the keyboard, ended up having to strip and buff the floor at work today and I'm really feeling it. Anyone who's ever used those machines knows it's hard work to control them, I ended up being the 'volunter' well it looked fun lol and I managed it but I'm only lil and man it took some doing!

Dreaming...

Shared this at the forum, as it's one of very few I remember I wanted to jot it down here too

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It started of again with the teeth, most of you I think know that I have a recurring dream where my teeth crumble, fall out etc, but this time it was just at the front and I seemed to be able to just push them in or up like they were caps and I then proceeded to add my fang caps, just then I got a close up of my face which was 'peeling' and all dry skinned and I picked it and in fact half my nose just lifted away. Underneath was perfectly new and intact skin, at that stage I woke up confused and worried grabbed my face and felt for my teeth

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Wierdly I have got through the whole day wthtout the realisation that it was Friday the thirteenth , something that was just pointed out to me and I ahve survived. Go me! lol lol! Superstitious? who me?

Still seems so recent

Has a year really gone by so quickly.....

Vamp Quiziness




Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Thanks to Orbie for the link ;)

Abandoned...

Went to a huge new age fair tonight full of mediums, clairvoyants and psychics and it was better than expected, however nothing was more surprising than to be told I couldn't be read, don't know why I feel just as hurt as I do, but I do and I don't feel like saying much more

Damn tired

I feel so dazed and I keep smelling incense really strongly though I'm not burning any and haven't for a few days *shrug* my nose likes to play tricks on me and has memory recall issues lol! Likes to remind me of things I smelled days later, strange but true

Anyway, Night of the Living Dead is on tv around 1:30am and I'm determined to make it, don't know why I want to see it except that I haven't and want to see what all the commotions about

Hope I make it, 'I am low powered vampire' :p and I may be the only one who get's that reference lol!

So....

Finally got round to integrating the journal with the site, I have no idea why it ended up red in the first place lol!, but i'm liking the blue and grey much more, looks much better, says me :p And now I'm too lazy to write a proper entry *for shame* hehe!