Stunned

Well this just downright fucking sucks, there's nothing more I can add to what's already there although I am slightly more rational about things today.

On a good note, if anyone remembers that art a while back I had decided to buy, it arrived and I love it :D too bad due to the above it won't get to be framed and on show until I move back home

Depression...

Well, I did get that 'something' done, I cleaned up and got the place sparkling, not that that really takes much when the place is as small and compact as mine is, it's just boring :p a pity, because I've just done it all over again as that was a week ago but depression hit as it is want to do and I didn't much care if everything went to hell or high water.

Yes I'm a sensitive, paranoid, depressive being and it has me physically and mentally drained but the fact that I am up, that the place is clean again tells me I'm wading through ok and the other side awaits until the next time, thanks to everyone who gave me their ears and good wishes because 'snap out of it' just doesn't cut it, it's insensitive and unhelpful especially if you've never suffered yourself.

On that short note - I'm out

*blinks* Well alriiiight!

Ok, so I love blogger again :p looks like everything is back to normal. Now that I'm up maybe I should do something...

What The....

*kicks blogger* seems posts are being uploaded properly to http://darkdreamings.blogspot.com but not at http://www.darkdreamings.blogspot.com which is the addy most people have linked to, that and it won't archieve either and I have no clue what's going on, was there something I missed that happened after the 5th? grrrrr I really don't want to run around changing everything, so I hope it's not permanent..

Poll Tax

Note to government - stop the madness

I got a letter a short time ago to remind me that once again it's time for them , the govenment, to decide how much they are going to rip me off. So off I went with the bank books, wage slips yadda yadda.. angrilly and grudgingly at that as where I come from we simply said NO!!! fuck off! in unison and we don't have to pay it, then I moved to the UK..... there was me thinking they took all that money from my pittance of a wage to pay for all the things they say the poll tax does. Well people make up your fucking minds choose one or the other or call this tax it what it is - BULLSHIT

I think everything is sorted, then comes letter number 2 'we have noticed you wages have increased please bring written proof showing the date this increase began waffle waffle crap etc' And why? because at the beginning of October we got a 10 pence wage increase whoooooooope fucking doooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! I can buy that boat I always wanted and have that pool in the back yard now oh joy... Dear gods... I only earn just over £400 a month and now this ever so massive wage increase means the ammount of poll tax I pay may increase too I htought peopl went to jail for money scams *growl*

If anyone else wants to join in my stuff the poll tax tirade, please do feel free to add your say in the comments link below

mmmm... sleepy....

*stares at bed*

Halloween and Hamsters!

Well I have to say Halloween was a great success, my friend came down for the week and on Thursday we wen't out 'dressed to kill' ;) my friend a la Buffy type complete with Mr Pointy lol, a branch we picked up and sharpened, [hard to believe we're in our 30s eh? :D]and myself as the Vamp of course, being that we were just about the only two entering the spirit of the season we had some very peculiar looks and ended up with our very own entourage and quite a lot of free alcohol. Went home and spent a little time outside talking, laughing and having a great drunken time running around with sparklers and glo sticks lol lol! Yay!

Friday saw me very hungover and on my way to the doctors to see if there was anything to be done about the damage to my back due to 3rd degree burns from being an idiot, no human being with skin as pale as mine has any right to be in the sun lol! Unfotunately the damage is done, blood vessels ruptured, pretty isn't it, and my back will pretty much be dry irratated and itchy permanently :( The best advice she ahd was that I keep it moisturised, meh.. I kind had guessed that one

Saturday, was quiet but I aquired some new additions :D two tiny little roborovski hamsters and they are just the sweetest things! very small and very, very, fast I actually managed to get a quick snap, grainy cause well the camera's crappy and besides this was a one time opportunity lol and I had no time to really set anything up, they are shy and I hadn't been able to handle them so when one of them was being inquisitve and letting me fuss over it I had to catch it