Tuesday, January 28, 2003

Yesterday

Was a pretty good day :D
Hung out with my sister, who arrived from Scotland for a visit on Monday, and as she is getting married in September we were out being incredibly girly looking at dresses and being fussed over, poked and prodded by overzealous sales assistants in the bridal stores lol! The great thing is that she fell totally in love with a dress and bought it straight away and it's incredibly stunning, she looked and felt like a princess I was so excited for her :) and we even managed to find the perfect dresses for all the bridesmaids which are also now bought and paid for. Not a bad days work! It felt great to really enjoy a day and to have nothing more on my mind than which dress I wanted to try on next :D

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Friday, January 24, 2003

*Bashes Head*
Arggggggggg!!!!!!! Someone please tell me there is a free reliable image host as all the images on the forum are gone and I'm getting fed up of waiting for it to happen or wondering how long it's going to be before they are back up. I know because it's free I should put up and shut up but if anyone says it right now I will cheerfully strangle them. Right now I don't care and I'm allowed to be pissed about it.

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Tuesday, January 21, 2003

Random thoughts...

It has been brought to my attention that information can be deemed by some as invalid, useless or questionable simply because of where it came from, and for the most part I'm in total agreement, just read the tabloids etc lol!, Where I differ though is when it is related to publications that include spells/rituals and such - be that a book, magazine or any other source. It is of interest to me to see what may be on those pages and I could give a rats ass about the rest of it. My point I guess is this, if you find something that will aide a goal, something beautifully written that will help give you focus, direction (and of course never with ill intent) why in the name of all the Gods does it matter where it came from!

These things are not the majick, these words, they as I have already said give direction, focus and of course clarify your intent in words - but the force , the will and power behind them is your own, sheer will, intent and energy is what flows through any tool you use and dictates the end result. Sure those that are written by yourself, that are very personal will have an advantage as all that energy and will is poured out onto the paper, but it does not negate those you haven't regardless of how you come across them

On that note this random thought ends

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Monday, January 20, 2003

Well Shit...

That damn cold/flu or whatever the hell, has settled in my chest now too which means every other minute I'm coughing my lungs up. You know what that does? Makes my chest feel like it's burning and gives me a headache and sore back from all the tensing..grrrr

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Saturday, January 18, 2003

Ugh....

I feel like crap..... that woozy, disconnected stuffed up crap you can only get from a cold *sniffles as nose runs* Felt fine this morning went into town to sort out a bill, coming home on the bus it hit me, that's what always happens with me, no warning no nothing I just suddenly feel ill, been that way all my life, that or I wake up with it.

So now I'm stufffed with various vitamins and hot lemon type drinks and thinking I should call it a night and as I got something to help me sleep when I was out I'm assured a good nights rest, which will also help as I haven't been sleeping to well lately either from fatigue, yeah strange isn't it 'too tired to sleep' or just restless

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Thursday, January 16, 2003

Things I realised I forgot to mention...

1] My ickle tiny robrovski hamsters had tiny icke squeaky babies :D
2] Finally decided it was time to cut my hair, it's pretty short now, almost needed valium to get through it lol! No laughing at the back, there's worse phobias than the hairdressers :p
3] Was getting cable and a new phoneline this morning. Got the cable, but the guy never got the work order for the phone grrrrr!
4] My ex employers went into administration so they wouldn't have to pay out redundancy etc to all those laid off when the 30 or so stores closed so now it's a fight with the government to try and wrangle the money from them. Bastards.....

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Super UBER Tired

Yes I wandered away for a while again, this time to stay with a friend I hadn't seen in almost 3 years! Arrived on Saturday afternoon and just like old times we ended up in a pub for a couple of pints before heading back to her house where we slouched in front of her huge open fire, they live way out in the country, drank vodka and caught up on all that had happened in the meantime. Which was considerable since she had spent a year living in Austrailia, met the man of her dreams and is all seet to return hopefully in May, sadly for me as it seems we've only just met up again *sigh* does give me free accomodation when I'm out there though :D and I had been living and working in England. Eventually fell asleep about 4am

Woke up the next afternoon, well it is the country no-one is rushing to do anything lol!, to a huge homecooked feast, her mum made enought soda bread, potato bread and wheaton to feed an army! We were both still quite hungover so it was a pretty quiet day and night

Monday we went into the nearest village to have a look around of course we found a bar before we found any shops we wanted, spent the day there, and yes we did make to the shops eventually although I didn't get anything, and then back home where we once again slouched by the fire for a while then moved into her room with the rest of the vodka and listened to music while looking at pictures of her time in Oz and talking about all the places we had both been to and about how loking forward she is to getting back as she misses it so much and especially her Aussi bloke :D I hope it all works out for her and it doesn't go the way some of these things do but all in all she has known him longer than some know each other before they get married so who knows! Wokw up still in my clothes the next afternoon hehe!

Got home on Tuesday to find that although I have been made redundant the company have gone into administration and will not be paying us, or so they think..... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and right now I'm in too good a place to dwell on it so I'll save my raving about that for another day
*out*

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Tuesday, January 07, 2003

BOO!

Scared ya huh? :p yup I'm back and I guess It's about time I added some more words to this thing lol!

Well, left on the 17th to go home for the holidays and it was fantastic, lots of family, copious ammounts of alcohol, laughter and exchanging of gifts. I ended up with the very things I had been hoping for, a new cell phone and a digital camera, plus of course the usual 'smellies' and lots of other fun stuff including a 'bake a bat' set from a friend lol!!!! so I shall have hours of fun creating lots of little vampire bats and munching on them. They even supply the black icing for the main body and red fro the eyes and fangs too cute lol! Now what made her think of that for me? ;)

I also had an extra surpise thanks to my friend and forum co-admin Tarrnna who sent me the most beautiful dolphin wind chime and a candle sharpener. Thanks hun :D *hugs*

On the 28th my, now ex, boss informed me that there was no point in returning to England as they had gone in to work as usual only to be told to lock the doors and dismantle the shop. We were through. The next day a trailer and ferry were arranged and my father, brother and myself went back to pack up my gear. We managed it all that day, set off back again that night sleeping in the car and returned home to Ireland. It's a little strange after being on my own so long but I'll adjust :D

More later, for right now I'm out of time eek!

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