Lazy...
Music: Yngwie Malmsteen - 'Faster Than The Speed Of Light'

I had promised myself that this weekend I would get back into my parapsychology course, I don't even remember the last time I did any work on that at all, I had promised myself I would clean up this room and make it more condusive to studying and not creating more mind chaos. I just keep all this promising and doing nada, can't seem to get motivated or focused. It also laundry time again and you know by now that means for me I have no clothes left lol! At this rate I feel like I could easily become one of those people with like 15 kids (hahahahaha! like that's going to happen - tiny, squealing, scary things they are *shudders*) sitting on the sofa in a smock while occasionally uttering 'shhhhhh, don't you know mamma wants to watch her tv stories...' in a very Jerry Springer guest sort of way lol!

I think I'll quit while I'm a head *giggles* what on earth am I waffling about heh.

Heh.....
Music: Nickelback - 'Figured You Out'

...mD fall down , go boom. Night night.

Pointyness!
Music: Silverchair - 'Suicidal Dream'

Did I mention I got me a new gorgeous pointy dagger while I was away? :D

# BLADE LENGTH: 9 3/4”
# HANDLE LENGTH: 5 3/4”
# OVERALL LENGTH: 15 1/2”
Silver finish, batwing cross guard.

(and yeah, Erin you can borrow it ;) lol!)

When I grow up...
Music: The Rasmus - 'Guilty'

....I want to be a bum. Ohhhh wait...... yup, ambition realised. Score for me. Kind of my waking thought lol! Yes I am one of those people who for whatever reason thinks having to work is a gip lol! So sue me that sometimes I feel entitled, that I'm owed a break for as long as I feel like it or need it without stress or worry from those who look in on in jealous horror as they make their way through the rat race from stupid o'clock in the morning till late evening. I have my reasons.

In other news, we have no doors in the house, haven't for the last 3 days. They are being changed but the joiner doesn't seem to want to come, although I didn't think we are that scary. No-one is liking sleeping without doors closing off their rooms, luckily this is not affecting me as I'm not in the main house but we have a little cloakroom with a toilet and basin downstairs which is most used as it's most convenient but without the door it means that the house can hear you making for even more interesting noises as family members talk, sing and do all aorts in an attempt to make sure they are not heard (gods forbid!) pee lol! Not to mention the whole overly loud 'I'm going to the bathroom' beforehand that has to be gone through to make sure no-one just toddles on in there. Fun, fun, fun!

Izzard Fest!
Music: RHPS Soundtrack 'Rose Tint My World'

Because I feel like sharing my little Eddie obsession for some reason, if you've never heard of him or haven't seem him, then why not!!!!!!! Even if you have, just laugh yourself silly and read transcripts, for instance Glorious or Dressed To Kill. It's a hoot I tell ya! (you will also be able to say 'Ahhhhhhh! so that's how her brain works!) So, comedy deed done, back to today, had to be up too early, eyes are killing me but all in all the hospital thing seemed to go okay, though I really won't know the official verdict for about 3 weeks. Then they are going to decide if diet and exercise is enough or if medication might be more benificial depending on how things have changed, or if they have, from last year. (my biggest gripe is that because it's normally associated with the elderly the clinic seems to present itself as such 'for the elderly'. Now, I know I'm 33 and and all....... *laughs*)

Should go to bed...
Music: Puddle of Mudd - 'Blurry'

I have an early hospital appointment, another bone scan to see where things stand. I already know....'Hi, your bones are crap, please try not to fall over and break anything'. Meh, fed up with it all and yet I have another one in a couple of days, I guess it's a follow up from this at an osteoporosis clinic. Being as I've mentioned before that out of my entire family I am the only one that has, as people will do lol!, fallen all over the place and broken nothing, yup me with the sand for bones. I guess I'm tougher than I look (ok, so I believe I may have broken a toe but that was never officially verified lol! And no bone was going to escape damage having a ruddy great metal car number plate fall on it sideways from a great height regrdless!)

Huh, huh, huh, he said extend, huh, huh..
Music: Avril Lavigne - 'My Happy Ending'

Yup, I watched Beavis and Butthead do America last night in need of cheering up and something to giggle at. Unfortunately, it did not only make me laugh but yeah, I can't seem to stop sounding like them in my head now lol! . I was sent back into a sleepless spiral of stress just after though when my windows were being bashed in again and my very, very drunk brother just about able to keep himself upright needed let in the house. That was fine, the real stress came when I heard his car, must have been around 2am or so, screech out of the drive. I just buried my head and prayed to the gods he'd be safe. Thankfully he was here this morning safe and sound, feeling rather sorry for himself once my father had been through with him about driving the car. His banging on my windows had been loud enough to wake my dad and he of course then heard him take off.

(pokes tag board... work damn you)

*Blink, Blink*
Music: Evanescence - 'Hello'

Ohhhhhhhhhh! I have lights in here now, courtesy of my father who thought it would be a good idea to replace all the blown bulbs while I was away. I didn't have the heart to tell him he needn't have bothered because a) I've been used to not having them for months and will likey not remember to use them lol! and b) If I do use them we're talking a matter of days before they all explode again. That's why I stopped replacing them it was pointless and easier to live without them.

/end random and meaningless blurb. Heh!

who wants to join me lol!
Music: HIM - 'Join Me (In Death)'

Blah..... I'm tired, haven't slept well I'm having that panicky sort of feeling, that feeling when you 'know' something is round the corner, you feel it in your stomach, in the way it clenches every time that feeling washes over you, not helped by a weird dream that actually occurred a while ago but I can't stop thinking about and replaying because it was so, to me, just horrifying or at least that's what I was left with. Probably nothing, but eh.....

Anyway, I plan on getting very, very drunk, cheers!

I hate unpacking...
Music: G'n'R - Since I Don't Have You'

There's too much dammit, I have come back with stuff I didn't even know I left with *gasp* Heeeeeeeeeeeeeelp.... I dun wanna do it, it's hot, make it stop. Haha, it's driven me crazy can't you see! Anyway I actually have made some headway but that's all I'm doing for today, what's left can stay outside my door in the hall until I can be bothered. The hair is a different color again lol! as might be seen by the new cam pic. I re-dyed it when I was away and it was pretty bright red at least until I decided it was funtime in the hotel pool with the floatie beds and stuff at some odd time of the night/early mornng. Woke up and had the 'shit..... chlorine in pool, hair bleached out and a totally new color all over again' moment but hey it's waaaaaaaay better than of late lol!

Honey I'm Hoooooome!
Music: None

Heh! Well I'm finally back home, and it feels real good :) Not that the trip wasn't fantastic, I can't believe we fit so much in and Malta, well Malta was gorgeous. Very hot and draining but a totally fascinating people and country, there may be more on that later but for now I'm utterly wasted and going to lie down in my very own bed..... ahhhhhhh it's been too long, I'm rather childlike and giddy at the prospect *laughs*.

On the incredible news front though before I go, my little bro got engaged!, while I was in Malta. When my mum phoned to tell me I thought I was going to fall over the balcony and had to sit down lol! So congrats to my bro and my soon to be Australian sister in law (she's from Brisbane)

(and yeah, the pink hair is now in camblogworld lol!)

Quickie update!
Music: The Rasmus - 'Funeral Song'

Still alive :D Just about to head on my way to Malta for a week *meep!* And that's about all I have time for folks! (told ya it was gonna be quick lol!)