*Cough* Back again!
Music: Uniklubi - 'Näiden tähtien Alla'

Well, another couple of months or so go by.... mostly with one day blurring into another... with the exeception of course of my travel 'home' (hehe!) to the wonderful cold, brooding and beautiful Finland in January. Of course it was amazing as always, bars, bands and finnish booze for 2 weeks lmao! Superb! Trying not to miss it too much until I am back in July/August. Ankle is still on the mend, not quite there yet which means no work and no monies. I'm trying not to get too stressed...

Guess that's it!

Checkin' in again!
Music: None

Jebus! September for the last post huh? I guess life hasn't been very exciting recently, although I have been introduced to facebook and become slightly addicted. I shall never leave my bloggerness though *hugs it!*

Right now I am at mum and dads in Ireland, got a bone scan tomorrow, and am heading back to Scotland on Wednesday to finish packing up as I'm calling it quits there at the end of December and coming home to save some money and then imma head for Helsinki ohhhhhh yaaas! Can't fucking wait. I'm off there for new year and I need it, need the break, need the holiday and the lack of stress I feel there.

p.s to whoever reported my ezboard forum (if you don't know what this is you don't need too lol!) just as I decided to give it a refurbish and get me shut down for 'violation of the TOS'. Fuck you, choke k?

OLEN
Music: PMMP - 'Täti Monika'

[x] riippuvainen alkoholista
[x] mustasukkainen
[x] temperamenttinen
[x] laiska
[x] helposti innostuva
[x] itsepäinen
[x] hyvä kielissä
[x] pieni
[x] erittäin haavoittuvainen

ja nyt, olen humalassa hahaha!

You know what I need...
Music: Uniklubi - 'Kaikki Mitä Mä Annoin'

A thicker skin. I don't know what it is lately on the emotion front but dear gods, anything and everything is leaving me all butt hurt... it's ridiculous. Anything anyone says or does is a direct insult an kick in the teeth, just even look at me funny and I'll go cry and brood and beat myself up about for hours.

I need a good shake lol!

Again with the leg lol!
Music: None

Sooooooooo.... the cast came off yesterday and the poor foot/ankle looked like hell arf... however it has done incredibly well, more than they expected and everyone was quite pleased. At least I was until they informed me that I have another 6 to 8 weeks ahead of physiotherapy. I wasn't expecting that length of time and since I just about coped with the previous 7 weeks I did get quite upset. Mostly just frustration and stress, everything I own and know is in Scotland, I'm scared I'll be sacked just by informing them they have the same time again and maybe longer before I'm capable of standing at work for 4 hours without going through agony, my flatmate is losing her mind being on her own and I'm worried about what I will return to cause 'mess' is that girls middle name. I also just got me a lil baby black and white teddy bear hamster a couple of days before I left to come over here for the weekend and haven't seen her since obviously :(

I do know one thing, having started to put pressure on the ankle to get it going, they could be right with the time frame cause man it's tough...

Haaaaaaaaaaalp...
Music: Indica - 'Scarlett'

Somebody give me something or do something funny to occupy my brain which is now, after 6 weeks of daytime television and tiredness from doing nothing trapped on this couch, total and utter mush hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!! (yup, that is hysterical, mad laughter just in case ya missed it)

Also, since it's the 'holiday season' here aka the time of year of bonfires and muppets marching and annoying everyone, no consultants can see me at the hospital until the 21st so I have an extra week of this mind numbing business. The biggest excitement for me right now is trying to get in and out of the bath without breaking something else lol!

Ok, I feel a lil more sane lol! I guess I'll be whining about how much of a pain in the ass having to work is when I get back there eventually and be longing for the days of laying on my ass and having a perfectly good reason lol!

Hallooo again dear blogspot of mine....
Music: Nickelback - 'Photograph'

Wow, February since I last had anything to say? Insane. This year is going so fast. Genuinely there is not much to say when life is work, home and sleep *shrug*. However since I have been lost to the world of blogging I have been in Finland again for a week in April which was, as always, awesome and I was due to head back there again on July 5th but I'm stuck in Belfast....

How did that happen? Well lets see. I went to my parents for the last weekend in May supposedly coming back to Scotland where I currently reside on July 1st. Unfortunately I had a bit of an accident involving me and the stairs. They won and my ankle is shattered in 3 places. I spent 9 days in hospital where they pinned and plated it and so now here I am... stuck going slowly crazier and crazier, stuck with a plaster of paris up to my knee and just coming to terms with staring at the same 4 walls in the same chair for at least until the end of July before they will allow me to even think about being fit enough to use the ankle again and get back to some normality.

Go me...... gah....